My Teachers,

My Parents,

always tell me

communication is the trump card

when playing the game of

building strong bonds in relationships.

They were telling fake Truths

There were times when I played the trump card

but no one hears me

and I lost the game.

Accepting defeat, I hide away in the corner

talking to myself,

I was bonding.

Solely Bonding.

There were times when I lay my trump card down,

I got scolded for being ignorant and rude,

and so I lost again.

I sat quietly in the corner

crying and talking to myself,

I was bonding, Stronger.

Solely Bonding

There were times through actions I showed my trump card

but no one sees it.

and once again I Lost.

I go away unappreciated

crying, asking and talking to myself,

I was bonding, Even Stronger.

Solely Bonding

I was my best friend

I knew all about me

I was there for me

I dried my tears away and

I was Strongly bonding to me

but...

Myself wished I did not exist

Myself wished I did not talk to me

Myself wished i did not hear me

Myself wanted so badly for I to leave because

Myself Hated I so much.

NOTE: I am not schizophrenic! I wrote this at like 3am last night hope you like it!